Interests

Fav Characters (god this is out of date)

Friend Network

Sister

• Bea

Significant Others

• Clover
• Guy

Friends

• Sickle
• Page

Cringe Gender

I am a transmasculine nonbinary person. I might refer to my (main, see cringe mental health) self most often with gender neutral language and they/them pronouns but I'd be just as happy with being treated like a binary man. I know I look pretty fem but I really am a guy.

Cringe Blorbos

Blorbo is a term for a figure you are obsessed with to the point of being weird. For some reason I have been really, really captured by four intertwined figures. First off is Peter Gabriel from the band Genesis and his own solo career. Am I a bit old to be obsessing over male musicians from the 70s? Yes. I don't know why I'm like this. Second off is the character Rael from The Lamb Lies Down On Broadway. I want to get into his mind and project my own feelings onto him so bad it makes me look stupid. Third is an OC I made inspired by a couple of musicians but who is distinctly NOT any of them. Fourth is a guy in my head (see cringe mental health) with a self-image inspired by a few of my other blorbos and he says I'm allowed to call him a blorbo too. I feel different ways about all four.

Cringe Mental Health

Around the middle of 2023 I started having some dissociative episodes and, to simplify it a lot, I think I have three distinct modi operandi.
Ursula/Rusty - My main self I guess? Still feels a little different from how I remember being, but mostly shy and diligent in tasks they start out on, loves bright colors and cats and riddles.Rusty/Rael - Binary male, pretty impulsive to the point of being self-destructive. Either doesn't pick up on social cues or simply doesn't care. You may notice he doesn't have any unique names yet (sharing one with me and naming himself after a character he likes). This may become confusing. He likes edgy characters (lucy elfenlied, shadow the hedgehog, guts berserk, rael tlldob (duh), etc.), thinking about sex, and listening to dad rock.Kuro - Female in some way, super depressed and self-conscious, will delete the cringe stuff rael or urs posts, she will not be posting on social media.